Well its just another day. I'm feeling a little weird lately because when i eat, its like i can still feel the food in my chest or something. I just hate the way it feels and drinking water or anything really doesn't help. Oh boy this is quite a different pregnancy from my first. Faith came 6 weeks early and it was a very difficult time for me. I didn't really understand at all. With this pregnancy, i have been to the hospital four times for dehydration, an allergic reaction to that 17 P shot and for some very strong pain in my pelvic area. I forget what the last time was for. Has anyone gotten the 17P shot before? Once i had that allergic reaction, they stopped giving me the injection but the doctor says im going to have the baby on time regardless. Me and my bf..as crazy as it can be sometimes, right now we're actually doing alright. He says he's going to support myself and the baby after i have him because i don't plan on working. I already have a lil monster that my mom helps me take care of, i can't put both of them on her. Wouldn't do it anyway because they are my responsibility. The good thing is, im about to have a set, a boy and a girl so im done after this. I'm either gonna get the ICU that they place inside of me or just get my tubes tied period. I am feeling soooo tired lately and all i want to do is sleep. Baby girl likes to wake up early in the morning and lay in my bed with me. I wonder how long this is going to go on. And work...i don't want to but i have to because my bf isn't make as good money or hours as me so i have to work so hard at the daycare and so long just to make ends meet this next month. Once November hits, i don't know if im going to work at all because i don't want my water to break at work and let's face it, i will need the rest. After my last doctor's visit they suggested that i be on bedrest but i can't. I can't stay in one spot for that long first of all and 2nd, i need money the money. Money, money, money. But as a mother i am satisfied. I'm a lot bigger that i was with babygirl but i've been told that happens when its a boy. I just hope he isn't that big but every time i have an ultrasound he is always days ahead of me when it comes to his growth. I was watching one of those pregnancy shows and a woman gave birth to a 9lb baby boy. WOW! i honestly can't imagine it. Definitly an epidural this time around again. I already know its gonna be painful. Okay, i think thats enough for this evening.